Tuesday, May 19, 2009

无聊

有时觉得自己很闷,谈来谈去都是工作上的事情。终于,生活上有了转换点,不在于工作上打转, 换成了不知的将来。

公司里的人,都知到我即将离职的消息,离开的时间一再延迟,这是否代表我还是不舍现今的生活?

亲朋好友对我这个决定,也深感惊讶。抛开了这里的一切,即将无所事事两年。 对他们来说,这可是浪费时间,反叛,给小妹妹们一种不良的示范。

有些朋友对我如此拿得起,放得下的举动,深感羡慕。他们还在为五斗米折腰。我始终相信,不同的人,将有不同的遭遇。 谁也不必羡慕谁!

把旅程推迟,多了些时间给我准备。人都是犯贱的, 不到最后一分钟,都不会动起来。(我是懒人典范之一)。

想了很多,想在这两年里面,拿些课程来读,增值一下。 但是到了现在,还未打开任何一个网页,查看资料。太多的是等着要办,反而不懂应该哪样开始先。

天好蓝,心却好烦。


Monday, May 11, 2009

Delay trip

I have delayed my trip because of some reasons. Swine flu is one of the reason i postponed my trip. My parent is worried and requested me to go there late. Besides, i have some unsettle work here and i need to finish it before i left. That's the reason i postponed my trip to one month later.

Feel guilty to leave my friend to go there alone early. But we still can meet at UK later. May be the time i go there, i can visit her at her work place before i start my job. We still can travel around UK together after we earn our travel expenses.

Worry to go alone? Ya, i think everybody will feel the same but i think should be OK. My friend will enter UK one month early than me and she could experience the new environment. I am now looking forward for it.

I am not regret to make such decision to go there late. I don't think i will feel regret to go alone (and leave my friend to go alone too). Sometime, we need to be independent on something. I am not worried because my friend and I are not kind of dependent person. That's why both of us have such decision to travel to an unknown country and experience the unknown culture.

Good luck for both of us and I hope we will meet at UK soon.